I've got an idea...

I have newly found Pinterest and I LOVE it! It is so much fun..... If you don't have an account you should pry get one... Just sayin. My boyfriend thinks in addicted.. Well I might be.. But to get to my idea.. There are all sorts of DIY things on there, and I think I am going to start documenting when I do "do them myself" and then place them here on my blog.. What do you think?

I hope you think its a good idea. Because wether you like it or not I am going to do it. :)

It's been awhile

Hummmmmm what do I want to talk about...

Well I have decided that I need to start writing in here because I am stressssssed out!! I lost my job ( I now have a new one that I start in a week), and I started a new relationship with an amazing guy and things went from a new relationship to serious realllllly fast and now he wants space and time and I'm freaking out... So I'm going to vent on here.. I mean why not.. No one reads this thing... Well I might post it on fb so some people might start to read it but who knows.

But anyways here goes: The boyfriend..He is honestly my mr perfect or so I thought he was. He just swept me off my feet, and had me head over heals falling for him. He felt the same way.. said he wanted to spend the rest of his life with me and all that good stuff girls like to hear...only problem NOW he is saying that things bug him about me well not really that but that things that I've done bug him..Now if he would have just told me when these things happened they could have gotten taken care of no problem but he waited until it built up and he wasn't sure if he wanted to be with me anymore...Well we talked about everything and now he says that we are good and that talking helped and he just wants me to my thing and him to his and see where is goes..but as far as Im concerned hardly ever talking to him and never seeing him really isn't much of relationship so hopefully I give him his desired space and then he will be better and we can continue on with our lives...God I hope so.. He's just so perfect for me.. But if it's meant to be it will be... and if it's not it wont and that means that there is something better out there for me... Just as long as that something better doesn't include me walking around in my bathrobe and feeding hundreds of cats I will be alright.. hehe

Isn't he cute?? Aren't we cute together?? Yes I believe so! Pray for me will ya! :)

Next topic: My brother is newly a UNITED STATES MARINE!!!

Ta Da doesn't he look good???
Well he is in North Carolina and MAN I miss him. I miss just lazy days with my brother and just hanging out with him and just knowing that he was there for me. I mean he is still there for me and everything but he is along ways away and I just wish he was at home. Wish I could see him whenever I wanted to, but I can't. He'll be home soon though so I will get to see and hug my baby brother.

SPRING BREAK!!! YAWHOOOOOO It started for me today at about noon!! I am so excited for this week and need it so very badly.. I am going home for the week. I think it will do me some good.. Spending the week at home with my mom just being with my family away from all the drama and everything just relax and enjoy my break at home.. it will be awesome. Then I come back and I start working and I will finally feel normal again and not that I crazed person. When I have time on my hands I think and me thinking is NEVER a good idea. :D Well that's all I have for right now.. I feel better writing about everything.

I sure hope I hear from the boyfriend today.. I miss the way things were in the beginning so very much.. I just want a hug.